So my apologies go out to you for my lack of blogging but I've had a bit of time out!
I've managed to get myself a job! Care worker starting my training on the 9th May. Very excited about getting back into work and earning again. Has been tough not having anything for myself! Apparently I did really well on the short test I had to pass to be accepted which is great. Just as the lady said, it's great that I've got a good understanding of procedures despite never doing the job before! So that made me very happy.
Royal wedding madness has now been going on for weeks! Yet we are here now a day before and the hype is overwhelming! I'm not very pro-royal yet me and the fella will be attending a picnic in the park just up from where we live! Fingers crossed for the weather or it's going go be rubbish! Lots of drink, food and photos I think!
Anyway albeit short that's me done for now! Royal wedding party updates and other random blogging re: the job coming up shortly!
Whatever you're doing this long weekend, have a great one!
Love and hugs,
Case
About Me
- Case
- Eastbourne, East Sussex, United Kingdom
- I live for originality and people with something to say. If you have an opinion then we will get on just fine. I appreciate everything I have in life and I've learnt a lot. I'm a happy go lucky, quirky girly and for some reason I like being called Case :] <3
Thursday, 28 April 2011
Thursday, 21 April 2011
Sun sunny sun sun
Gorgeous week so far in sunny old Sussex!
Have been lapping it up in the garden and whilst walking the dog!
So turns out this week that I am on dog sitting duty. Fun times, I hear you cry! Well, quite. So far it has consisted of feeding and walking. He isn't one of these dogs you can play fetch with or anything. He just reclines on his bed and then sleeps. Pretty dull if you ask me!
I've taken him in the woods twice and nearly decapitated him yesterday. To be honest he shouldn't try to eat wasps so it was his own fault! I thought I'd do my parents a favour and water the garden for them, seeing as it's been so warm. I plugged the hose into the outside tap and off I went. I didn't bat an eyelid to the leaking tap because it normally does that but when the water came gushing out faster than I could stop it; I decided to get the watering can! Absolutely soaked. Then to top it off I walked through all the mud the dog had dug up on the path; so I was wet and muddy. Great combination.
Seeing as the sun has been out I thought I'd be sensible and wear sun screen. I got a bottle out of the cupboard and sprayed myself liberally with it covering my entire body, only to realise that it was spray tan. Brilliant. I now have an orange tinge to my skin.
Ah well I don't feel too bad, there are plenty of people who go out looking like that deliberately! Mmmm gorgeous!
Anyway, back home tomorrow which will be nice. Can't wait to sleep in my own bed again. As much as I love being in Crowhurst, it's quite lonely just being here with the dog!
So on that note,
Love and hugs,
Case
Have been lapping it up in the garden and whilst walking the dog!
So turns out this week that I am on dog sitting duty. Fun times, I hear you cry! Well, quite. So far it has consisted of feeding and walking. He isn't one of these dogs you can play fetch with or anything. He just reclines on his bed and then sleeps. Pretty dull if you ask me!
I've taken him in the woods twice and nearly decapitated him yesterday. To be honest he shouldn't try to eat wasps so it was his own fault! I thought I'd do my parents a favour and water the garden for them, seeing as it's been so warm. I plugged the hose into the outside tap and off I went. I didn't bat an eyelid to the leaking tap because it normally does that but when the water came gushing out faster than I could stop it; I decided to get the watering can! Absolutely soaked. Then to top it off I walked through all the mud the dog had dug up on the path; so I was wet and muddy. Great combination.
Seeing as the sun has been out I thought I'd be sensible and wear sun screen. I got a bottle out of the cupboard and sprayed myself liberally with it covering my entire body, only to realise that it was spray tan. Brilliant. I now have an orange tinge to my skin.
Ah well I don't feel too bad, there are plenty of people who go out looking like that deliberately! Mmmm gorgeous!
Anyway, back home tomorrow which will be nice. Can't wait to sleep in my own bed again. As much as I love being in Crowhurst, it's quite lonely just being here with the dog!
So on that note,
Love and hugs,
Case
Monday, 18 April 2011
Responsibility
This is a subject that has always baffled me. Sex and Alcohol.
The laws regarding these two things are, to me, very confusing. For example:
Having sex-
'In the UK and Jersey the age of consent is 16 years old for everyone, whether they want to have sex with someone of the same or opposite sex.' (Taken from www.brook.org.uk)
Drinking alcohol-
'Under 16s
In Scotland, 16 and 17 year olds can buy beer, wine or cider so long as it's served with a meal and consumed in an area used solely for eating meals.
Some towns and cities have local by-laws banning drinking alcohol in public.' (Taken from http://www.nationalarchives.gov.uk/)
Who decided that it was okay for someone at the age of 16 to be able to bring a life into this world yet are unable to buy alcohol? Surely both are, in ways, as bad as each other.
Bringing a child into the world is a huge undertaking and I don't believe it should ever be considered lightly. Yet having a child whilst you are still classified a child in the eyes of the law baffles me.
I believe that the law on sex should be the same age as the buying alcohol law.
The laws are outdated. Teenage pregnancy is high as is binge drinking. There needs to be a higher level of information given to school students about both subjects. I appreciate that these have been boosted recently but to try and explain that it's okay at 16 to have babies but you can't have a pint down the pub is ridiculous.
It's hard to go into a huge amount of detail without waffling on, but that's my overview on the subject. Does it scare anyone else that this is the state we live in? Education people!
Case
The laws regarding these two things are, to me, very confusing. For example:
Having sex-
'In the UK and Jersey the age of consent is 16 years old for everyone, whether they want to have sex with someone of the same or opposite sex.' (Taken from www.brook.org.uk)
Drinking alcohol-
'Under 16s
Children under 16 can go anywhere in a pub as long as they are supervised by an adult, but cannot have any alcoholic drinks.
However, some premises may be subject to licensing conditions preventing them from entering, such as pubs which have experienced problems with underage drinking.
However, some premises may be subject to licensing conditions preventing them from entering, such as pubs which have experienced problems with underage drinking.
16 or 17 years old
Young people aged 16 or 17 can drink beer, wine or cider with a meal if it is bought by an adult and they are accompanied by an adult. It is illegal for this age group to drink spirits in pubs even with a meal.In Scotland, 16 and 17 year olds can buy beer, wine or cider so long as it's served with a meal and consumed in an area used solely for eating meals.
Under 18 years old
It is against the law for anyone under 18 to buy alcohol in a pub, off-licence, supermarket, or other outlet, or for anyone to buy alcohol for someone under 18 to consume in a pub or a public place.Some towns and cities have local by-laws banning drinking alcohol in public.' (Taken from http://www.nationalarchives.gov.uk/)
Who decided that it was okay for someone at the age of 16 to be able to bring a life into this world yet are unable to buy alcohol? Surely both are, in ways, as bad as each other.
Bringing a child into the world is a huge undertaking and I don't believe it should ever be considered lightly. Yet having a child whilst you are still classified a child in the eyes of the law baffles me.
I believe that the law on sex should be the same age as the buying alcohol law.
The laws are outdated. Teenage pregnancy is high as is binge drinking. There needs to be a higher level of information given to school students about both subjects. I appreciate that these have been boosted recently but to try and explain that it's okay at 16 to have babies but you can't have a pint down the pub is ridiculous.
It's hard to go into a huge amount of detail without waffling on, but that's my overview on the subject. Does it scare anyone else that this is the state we live in? Education people!
Case
Sunday, 17 April 2011
It appears that boredom has struck
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you: You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from
trying.
What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you: You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from
trying.
What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Programmed Machinery
I wrote this particular piece a while ago and only recently discovered it! It basically sums up how most lives are pre-determined and we should have the freedom to choose without guilt.
We are born. Go to school. Take our exams. Go to college. Go to university. Get a job. Get married. Start a family. Grow old. Collect our pension. Die.
Where's the break away? Our lives are pretty much laid before us from the moment of conception. Our parents have ideas about what they want us to do with our lives before we've even uttered our first word. We have the ability to choose a preferred job etc but what happened to our freedom? We don't need all of these qualifications to have a good life.we need them to get jobs, but is that really true? Why doesn't experience and passion have anything to do with it? I want to show how everything is pretty much pre-determined and how we should all,even in the smallest way,break out and have our freedom. Our own choice to do what we really want as opposed to what we are meant to want.
Be free, express yourself and don't be afraid to live how you want.
Life should be an opportunity not a routine and I want to show that by finding something that captivates you, it can lead you onto whatever you want.
I am proof of that.
Tradition is past.become the present and future.
Why wait until tomorrow to change,why not today? Shouldn't you live for the moment,live for the thrill?
If you get an idea act upon it rather than watch it waste away. Life is far too short to be wondering 'what if?' what if I'd said this? What if I'd done things differently? Regrets are natural its in our nature but can't you see its better to have lived and tried,than to not have bothered at all?
Everyone goes through hard times, it's how we overcome and deal with them that makes us who we are. Don't forget your past but also don't live in it. You are the present and you will become the future.
Dare to be different. Dare to live. Dare to dream.
Work hard and do your best and if that isn't enough, then just remember, you gave it a go.
There is nothing to lose,only fear.
We are born. Go to school. Take our exams. Go to college. Go to university. Get a job. Get married. Start a family. Grow old. Collect our pension. Die.
Where's the break away? Our lives are pretty much laid before us from the moment of conception. Our parents have ideas about what they want us to do with our lives before we've even uttered our first word. We have the ability to choose a preferred job etc but what happened to our freedom? We don't need all of these qualifications to have a good life.we need them to get jobs, but is that really true? Why doesn't experience and passion have anything to do with it? I want to show how everything is pretty much pre-determined and how we should all,even in the smallest way,break out and have our freedom. Our own choice to do what we really want as opposed to what we are meant to want.
Be free, express yourself and don't be afraid to live how you want.
Life should be an opportunity not a routine and I want to show that by finding something that captivates you, it can lead you onto whatever you want.
I am proof of that.
Tradition is past.become the present and future.
Why wait until tomorrow to change,why not today? Shouldn't you live for the moment,live for the thrill?
If you get an idea act upon it rather than watch it waste away. Life is far too short to be wondering 'what if?' what if I'd said this? What if I'd done things differently? Regrets are natural its in our nature but can't you see its better to have lived and tried,than to not have bothered at all?
Everyone goes through hard times, it's how we overcome and deal with them that makes us who we are. Don't forget your past but also don't live in it. You are the present and you will become the future.
Dare to be different. Dare to live. Dare to dream.
Work hard and do your best and if that isn't enough, then just remember, you gave it a go.
There is nothing to lose,only fear.
Saturday, 16 April 2011
Treats!
So, I came back to my parent's whilst, yet again, waiting for fella to finish work and Daddy had made these bad boys...
Pink wafer biscuits covered in chocolate and marshmallows...random but GORGEOUS!
He seems to be getting into his sweet cooking...lol ah well I don't care, any excuse for sweet stuff and I'm there!
It's been a slightly disastrous wait for me tonight though, considering that whatever anti-virus software has been added to my laptop has officially slowed it down to the pace of the first ever computer-SLOW. Hoping that can be fixed tomorrow or I won't be a very happy bunny!
Pink wafer biscuits covered in chocolate and marshmallows...random but GORGEOUS!
He seems to be getting into his sweet cooking...lol ah well I don't care, any excuse for sweet stuff and I'm there!
It's been a slightly disastrous wait for me tonight though, considering that whatever anti-virus software has been added to my laptop has officially slowed it down to the pace of the first ever computer-SLOW. Hoping that can be fixed tomorrow or I won't be a very happy bunny!
Friday, 15 April 2011
Opinionated
This will seem more like a moan than anything but to be honest it does need to be addressed.
Young girls. Now, I have blogged on this subject before but I’d like to look at it from a slightly different angle this time.
Young women and girls are under a huge amount of pressure to conform to what is considered to be the ideal look. Despite great developments over recent years it still seems as though we are stuck in an image obsessed society. There is nothing wrong in taking an active interest to make yourself look and feel better about yourself; but surely when we are setting an example to pre teen children we are way off the mark? There are certain shops that are selling items of clothes, which in my opinion are far too provocative for the age range they are being aimed at. Push up bras and mini skirts are not appropriate for a seven year old at all; yet there are some parents who are quite happy to dress their children like this. What upsets me is little girls in heels. Sorry, but no. I understand if it is for dress up or maybe an occasion and they aren’t being paraded around, yet for day to day wear this is a disgrace. We are ageing these children before their time. Why aren’t they able to run around like children are meant to as opposed to becoming adolescent at eight years old?
A few years ago I did a lot of research on the motives of anorexia and the expectations of youth beauty. Through my studies I found that even from babies and toddlers we are being labelled as certain things before we have even established our own identity. We are referred to as ‘cute’, ‘adorable’, ‘beautiful’ or ‘handsome’ and these words stay with us as we grow up. Perhaps, even from such a young age we are already being influenced, unintentionally, by those around us; perhaps parents are under a certain pressure to present their children in a way to compete with others of the same age. These are just suggestions and not definitive facts yet they are options to be considered. From being referred to at a young age with words that are defining us before we have blossomed, we can see how this trend continues through time. As a young woman we are sometimes referred to as ‘sexy’, ‘stunning’ or ‘hot’. These words, although a little more sexual, are now are defining characteristics. There is the pressure to conform to this to be accepted with our peers. If a girl is referred to as ‘hot’ women instantly look at her to decide what they think. The majority of time the other girl is put down and women will find flaws in her looks to make themselves feel better. I think everyone is guilty of this and I will happily say I am one of them. Yet, I am beginning to make a conscious effort not to look at the exterior and judge, but to look beyond that and see what else they offer as people, not as objects.
By labelling ourselves based on the way we look we are giving others the right to do the same to us. Everyone finds different looks attractive so how can anyone justify what is meant to be the ideal? Some people like those that are slightly chubby, others prefer very skinny. Some like tall, some like short. However, either way, it is personal choice and we shouldn’t have to change to fit any other preference. Being unique is the beauty of being human! We are so different and original to ourselves that this should be celebrated! Will there ever be a day when people are referred to for their achievements rather than their attributes? How refreshing that would be to be described as ‘the girl that writes a lot, has an opinion and has a sense of humour’ rather than ‘that girl that did performing arts at college with the big hair. Quite tall and used to have lots of piercings.’
I’d love to see beautiful women with an opinion and self-respect representing the women of Britain rather than the provocative, boozy and cheap girls that are expected from other nations. There are a few breakthrough women that are finally making a name for themselves with their talent and originality. Hallelujah! These are the ones I will support.
Women are scrutinized for obsessing over our looks yet there are plenty of men who do the same. Wishing they had a six-pack, muscled arms or were maybe more endowed elsewhere! It is an unfair part of life that unfortunately won’t ever go away, but it’d be nice to find just a select minority of people who agree with me, that this is not the way to go on. As long as you are true to yourself and stick to what you believe in then you are setting a standard to the pre-teen/teenagers of today who need that strong guidance.
Our personalities are our main attribute. We are who we are. We are influenced by everything around us and by not looking at everything so narrow-minded we are able to have our own opinion on a whole host of subjects. What most don’t remember is that looks don’t last forever, no matter how much surgery you have!
Please bear in mind that this is MY opinion and shouldn’t be taken offensively. I think that everyone has a right to be how they want to be, but I just believe it’s a shame to have to lose your dignity for it. Freedom of speech, look and creativity!
Love and hugs,
Case
Wednesday, 13 April 2011
New job!
This morning has already been a success!
I left nice and early, knowing full well I wouldn't be able to park straight away and-shock!horror!- I couldn't find a space. After a cruise round I found a space but had an epic walk to the office. After my trek I arrived and very timidly went in! Me? Timid? I've gone back to how I used to be haha. I was sat down and the interview went so quickly.
"Have you done care work before?"
"No."
"What attracted you to the role?"
"I've got great people skills and feel I'd be able to provide a cheerful and efficient service."
"That's great! Are you able to pay for your CRB today?"
"No, but I'll be able to next week."
"Okay that's great. Give us a call when you can come in and we will start your training!"
And that was it! She photocopied my paperwork and off I went! Easy!
So I've got a job and I'm really chuffed! The pay is phenomenal and hours seem easy enough. I'm a very happy Case.
For the rest of the afternoon I am off to hunt for a prom dress for my little sister!I am feeling rather old- I remember looking for mine. I'm a little quirkier than my sister and got mine from a gorgeous boutique in Hastings. I went with my cousins and tried on every outfit they had in the shop! I was a lot slimmer back the. Ahh nostalgia! Haha but I'm much happier now!
So off I go, imparting my fashionista wisdom!
Have a great day!
Love and hugs,
Case
I left nice and early, knowing full well I wouldn't be able to park straight away and-shock!horror!- I couldn't find a space. After a cruise round I found a space but had an epic walk to the office. After my trek I arrived and very timidly went in! Me? Timid? I've gone back to how I used to be haha. I was sat down and the interview went so quickly.
"Have you done care work before?"
"No."
"What attracted you to the role?"
"I've got great people skills and feel I'd be able to provide a cheerful and efficient service."
"That's great! Are you able to pay for your CRB today?"
"No, but I'll be able to next week."
"Okay that's great. Give us a call when you can come in and we will start your training!"
And that was it! She photocopied my paperwork and off I went! Easy!
So I've got a job and I'm really chuffed! The pay is phenomenal and hours seem easy enough. I'm a very happy Case.
For the rest of the afternoon I am off to hunt for a prom dress for my little sister!I am feeling rather old- I remember looking for mine. I'm a little quirkier than my sister and got mine from a gorgeous boutique in Hastings. I went with my cousins and tried on every outfit they had in the shop! I was a lot slimmer back the. Ahh nostalgia! Haha but I'm much happier now!
So off I go, imparting my fashionista wisdom!
Have a great day!
Love and hugs,
Case
Monday, 11 April 2011
Another day
Good marning!
Another beautiful day in Eastbourne! Just a shame I'm waking up in Eastbourne to be honest, can't wait to move from here!
So my day consists of applying for care work. Joy! The last job I've ever wanted to do but to be honest there is nothing else going so I guess there's no harm in giving it a go for a while :) I'm quite a caring person, or so I like to think, so I think I could give it a good go! Money isn't too bad either so that's always a bonus!
Anyway all this talk of applying for jobs should surely be an incentive to go and do it!
Love and hugs,
Case
Another beautiful day in Eastbourne! Just a shame I'm waking up in Eastbourne to be honest, can't wait to move from here!
So my day consists of applying for care work. Joy! The last job I've ever wanted to do but to be honest there is nothing else going so I guess there's no harm in giving it a go for a while :) I'm quite a caring person, or so I like to think, so I think I could give it a good go! Money isn't too bad either so that's always a bonus!
Anyway all this talk of applying for jobs should surely be an incentive to go and do it!
Love and hugs,
Case
Sunday, 10 April 2011
Can't wait for summer!
I've been a very lucky girl.today my fella took me down to the beach for wine and a BBQ. It was perfect. The sun was shining and the slight breeze took the edge of the heat.
It was so lovely to just enjoy the peace and quiet of the surroundings listening to the waves lapping the shore.
He has given me so much confidence. I'm now able to take all my clothes off without feeling fat or ugly!obviously not entirely naked but just down to underwear. This is such a massive achievement for me as before I'd always make sure I was covered up so no one could see me but now I don't feel I have to.I'm so grateful for what he's given me.
Albeit short and simple I must go and enjoy the rest of my perfect Sunday.
Happy 8 months Mr Betts :)
Love and hugs,
Case
It was so lovely to just enjoy the peace and quiet of the surroundings listening to the waves lapping the shore.
He has given me so much confidence. I'm now able to take all my clothes off without feeling fat or ugly!obviously not entirely naked but just down to underwear. This is such a massive achievement for me as before I'd always make sure I was covered up so no one could see me but now I don't feel I have to.I'm so grateful for what he's given me.
Albeit short and simple I must go and enjoy the rest of my perfect Sunday.
Happy 8 months Mr Betts :)
Love and hugs,
Case
Final thought for the night
Be who you want to be.
There are no real rules in life just respect, love and appreciate.
Dress the way you want, do your hair how you want, wear your make up how you like it. No one else has the right to judge you.
By being yourself and being unique you will be remembered. Don't get stuck copying other people. It shows you're lacking individuality. Take tips and inspiration from people but don't become a clone. How boring would that be?!
Love life.
Jessie J
This is my homage to one extraordinary woman.
I first discovered Jessie J from her music video for 'Do it like a dude' I LOVED the track but hated her in the video. I thought she was just going to be another rubbish singer who had to act like a slag to promote her music. I wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt so I had a look on youtube. I heard her singing 'Who you are' boombox series and I was blown away. It was so refreshing to hear a talented and strong female making her way into the charts. She has a phenomenal voice no matter what anyone says and her presence is even greater.
I'm really pro-freedom of speech and I think that Jessie is definitely using her media status to promote fantastic things to the younger generation who look up to her. She stands up for being true to yourself and following the path you want in life and for that I salute her. It's finally happened! Someone that I can really agree is a good role model to young girls finding their way in life.
I don't normally praise pop artists quite this much but it's so great to finally find someone that even I can look up to. I feel inspired when I watch her perform and it makes me want to go on, work hard and do my best.
Not only is she a fantastic vocalist she wears some of the greatest outfits I've ever seen. It's such a laid back style but when she is on stage there are no boundaries. It's all about being confident in your own skin and feeling that it doesn't matter what you wear, who it's by, how much it cost; aslong as you feel good then it shouldn't matter. That is one of the mantras I have always lived by so it's great to see someone in a positin of 'power' spreading the word too.
So since I was 13 and I was last in love with a pop act (Westlife!) I have finally found someone else I adore.
I'm really pro-freedom of speech and I think that Jessie is definitely using her media status to promote fantastic things to the younger generation who look up to her. She stands up for being true to yourself and following the path you want in life and for that I salute her. It's finally happened! Someone that I can really agree is a good role model to young girls finding their way in life.
Not only is she a fantastic vocalist she wears some of the greatest outfits I've ever seen. It's such a laid back style but when she is on stage there are no boundaries. It's all about being confident in your own skin and feeling that it doesn't matter what you wear, who it's by, how much it cost; aslong as you feel good then it shouldn't matter. That is one of the mantras I have always lived by so it's great to see someone in a positin of 'power' spreading the word too.
So since I was 13 and I was last in love with a pop act (Westlife!) I have finally found someone else I adore.
Cycle lanes
Maybe it's just me but are cycle lanes causing anyone else any confusion?
Yes, this may seem like a dull thing to blog about but just think about it...
In Eastbourne, so I've noticed, cycle and pedestrian lanes are clearly marked out, or are they? If, for example the cycle lane is situated to the left of the pavement then how come when you come to the end has the cycle lane now appeared on the right hand side? Confusion. So if you are travelling from the opposite direction, the cycle lane is still on the left but conflicts with the pedestrians who have been indicated that the right of the lane is for them.
I really hope someone out there understands what I mean because it's getting me down :( hehe
Saturday, 9 April 2011
Today :)
It's been one of those gorgeous days where the sun shines and everything seems amazing. To be honest everything IS amazing.
Walked down the seafront with fella all the way into town which is quite a mish! Loved it :) walking home was so windy though and I ended up taking my shoes off because of blisters! Sob sob.
Watching knocked up now. This film is awesome :) crack up.
Decided to do myself up for when I pick up the gorgeous fella. Hope he notices!
Love and hugs,
Case
Walked down the seafront with fella all the way into town which is quite a mish! Loved it :) walking home was so windy though and I ended up taking my shoes off because of blisters! Sob sob.
Watching knocked up now. This film is awesome :) crack up.
Decided to do myself up for when I pick up the gorgeous fella. Hope he notices!
Love and hugs,
Case
How it should be done....then again....how not...
Head over heels
A memory is something we either treasure or try to discard. Some are joyous others are like painful scars we try to cover up, yet either way; we carry them with us forever. Life is full of experiences, opportunities, difficulties and miracles yet what we hold on to is what makes us who we are. The way we are able to cope with life’s challenges determines us as a person and if we are able to accept and move on then we can become stronger as individuals. The mind is a phenomenal piece of machinery. Grinding together images, words and emotions storing them in our mind for an eternity as memories.
Something I will always carry with me is the day I fell in love.
Love is a word that is thrown about so freely that at times it can lose it’s meaning. To love another is to give yourself wholly. As people we must love and lose to truly understand it’s grace and power. From crushing heartbreak comes a lesson. No matter what the cause of any relationship ending we can all learn from each experience to gain a better perspective on what we really want from another. After years of knowing one another from a distance, he was always the last person I ever expected to fall for, but here I am totally head over heels in love.
After a variety of relationships, some short, some more serious, others completely dire, to those, which have brought me happiness, I am able to actually understand the power that love has. When you fall in love it’s like an awakening. You see the world in a different way, through different eyes. Everything seems to just fall in to place. I felt like my life had shifted when I fell in love, he had changed my priorities and made me see how everything can change within a second if you allow it. He inspires me in a way that it makes me want to be a better person. I can see myself achieving almost anything because I know I have him with me.
For years I trudged through each day just ‘getting on with it’, not expecting anything incredible to happen but then one day, it did. It was so sudden, so unexpected but for someone like me, who never has any luck, this was amazing. We had known each other for a while, through work and other people, but never before had it occurred to me that he would be the one. How scary is it to say that? The One.
I always dreamt of the big wedding, having my own family, growing old with the man of my dreams. There are many people who think that life can’t be that simple, but I will always argue why not? Life is only made over complicated because we make it that way. To think that after all these years of failed relationships and heartbreak I would be sitting here writing about how one man has changed the way I look at life.
He, in my eyes, has always been amazing. I don’t ever remember anyone having a bad word to say about him and that’s maybe why I never did anything about my feelings; I liked bad boys. They are never worth the hassle, as I’ve found out through experience. I always thought being treated like crap was how it was meant to be, as though it was a standard. I’d gotten so used to having people mess me around I didn’t think or believe I deserved to be happy.
I only saw him a couple of times a week and it would never be more than a ‘Hi. How are you?’ but I always thought there was something about him, something I couldn’t quite put my finger on.
Back in the day he was with a girl, they looked really good together and I was always jealous of her. She was tall, pretty and popular. They always seemed really happy but I did used to wonder to myself when they used to walk past why he went for her. Her history and attitude is something I will never understand. I guess it’s the same as going for bad boys, you always think you can change them and they’ll love you. Deep down though you know that will never happen.
I am now at a point in my life where I feel grounded, confident in my own skin, as though I can do anything. This has come after a lot of soul searching, loss, loneliness and struggle but it’s here now. Life and love lessons are those to be cherished and enjoyed, for without them, we would be mere soulless shells.
Always in my mind, forever in my heart.
Pyjama Party
There appears to be a trend emerging that seems to have taken over a small population of young women down here in the southeast of England. Ranging in colour and cut it has become a new statement for laid back chic. A new style to kick the idea of dressing up and glamour into shape. Underwear as outerwear? Yes! A style that could be transported from ladylike and charming, to sexy and seductive within seconds, but pyjamas as evening wear? I am sorry if I offend anyone out there but seriously? Going out in childlike teddy pjs with full make up and perfectly coiffed hair baffles me. I have never known the logic in putting in all that effort for half of a finished look. I appreciate this only ever occurs when popping down the local shop to pick up late night goodies for a night in but even so, the energy put in resulting in only part of a finished look seems pointless.
Laid back chic is something of an illusive style to grasp. It’s difficult to look relaxed and as though little effort has gone into your finished ensemble, without ending up looking like you’ve got dressed in the dark. Getting the gracefully delicate fabrics to caress your body as though they were just thrown on is an art in itself, yet there is no excuse to give up so easily. All it takes is a comfy pair of trousers or even more simply, a pair of jeans. Team those with a cute t-shirt and your UGG’s, and you’re sorted. Simple as that. No real effort involved and you are able to maintain that elegant dressed down appearance. Every day doesn’t have to be an overly glamorous affair with ball gowns and big hair, yet you should still feel as amazing as you would if it was.
Fashion is all about expression and imagination. It is almost an instinct that we all possess to make ourselves the best we can be. It can inspire and excite anyone from any walk of life, if you can open up your mind to any possibility then I think you have the opportunity to experience fashion for what it truly is. The industry is full of opinion and there will always be a divide between people on what is acceptable and what isn’t. Unfortunately, I will never be able to condone pyjama wearing as a stable and suitable trend.
So one Tuesday night I did just that. Braving the elements of the cold, late January night I slipped on a pair of my favourite, lazy girl pyjama bottoms, a t-shirt, thick scarf and slouchy boots. I decided on my 'i heart N.Y' trousers just because I felt safe in the knowledge that unlike my silky polka dot bottoms, they weren’t going to fall down around my ankles at any given moment. So, all suited and booted, almost, hair and make up done, I ventured out. I drove up to my local shop and must have sat outside for a good ten minutes mustering up the courage to get out of the car. How ridiculous! I shouldn’t care what I look like; after all, plenty of girls go out looking like this. Well that’s what I repeated to myself as reassurance at the time! Out I got, out of the car and hurriedly went into the shop. (Let me point out, it was bloody cold and I didn’t intend on catching my death just for a simple experiment!)
It wasn’t too busy inside but there were a few couples and groups of friends pottering about the aisles. I decided to head for my comfort zone and have a look at the magazines in the hope that no one would be over there and I could build the confidence to go the whole hog and walk out in the open without scurrying by and hiding. Little was I aware, but three members of staff were filling the shelves just behind my magazine rack. Brilliant. They looked over at me as I tried to casually flick through the several articles featured in whatever it was I had picked up. I felt their eyes burning into my back and I’m sure I definitely heard a snigger! Paranoia had started to take over so I moved on to take in the small array of clothes they offered. It made a good start. I was able to bring my embarrassed cheeks back to a more controlled colour; stomach in, shoulders back and head held high and off I went. Strutting is probably the only way to describe it! I thought if I am going to do this I may as well pretend I’ve been blessed with supermodel good looks and can give off an air of self-confidence and grace.
Yes, people stared and looked me up and down. Yet, it wasn’t as horrifying as I thought it was going to be. After initial glances I was pretty much blanked which in a way annoyed me slightly. Could these people not see the effort I had put in to my clothes selection? Oh no wait, I hadn’t. Feeling a little disgruntled that I wasn’t getting the same amount of attention that I had expected I left the shop and got home feeling slightly more at ease with my clothing choice. Did I feel any clearer on why these girls dressed like this? No. If anything it left me even further away from understanding their logic. Had I learnt anything I could take away with me? Yes. Don’t wear barely any clothes, especially not pyjama bottoms on a freezing cold January night. I clearly don’t have the bravery for that.
Whether you are for or against the pyjama craze that has swept the sunny southeast, remember this; as long as you are happy with your choices and they don’t harm anyone else, then go ahead. But if you’re going to wear pyjama bottoms out, please bare in mind, you are a respectable adult. I don’t think anymore needs to be said!
Hugs and happy thoughts.
Case
Ladies!
I have always been brought up to appreciate what I have got and at times like these I am very grateful.
I am proud of who I am and what I’ve become over the years. I feel blessed that I am not one of these girls that have to go out looking like a prostitute to get male attention. Why would anyone do that? Sure, most men, it seems, are driven by one thing, yet there are some out there who aren’t just interested in that. What happened to women being proud of themselves and having a little self-respect? No wonder there is this constant pressure of women to ‘fit the ideal’ but can’t we break away from that? We are so used to being bombarded by little tarts on a night out that the rest of us are made to feel inferior. Dressing up for a laugh i.e. Hen parties I can understand, but actually thinking that the only way to ‘pull’ is ridiculous.
If a man can’t see how wonderful you are as a person without having to look up your tiny skirt then he isn’t worth knowing. Yet, saying that, the impression you’re giving out says a lot about you even though that may not be accurate.
Of course, as humans, it isn’t the personality you’re first attracted to, as you can’t tell what a person is like just by looking at them. However I think the confidence a person gives off is most attractive. I’m not talking about the arrogant idiot standing by the bar; I’m talking about someone who looks happy, approachable and interesting. I love the sort of people that stand about pouting as if they’re models…trust me darlin’, you aren’t all that!
I’m happy not being really slim and just being a regular girl. I’m proud that I have my own opinions, beliefs and aspirations. My confidence was knocked a lot when I was younger but I find I’m happiest when I’m taken a step back just to sit and appreciate. I have been born in one of the most stunning places in the country and I am lucky to be able to live, still, close by to beautiful places. I think if I didn’t have opportunities to ground myself, I’d be very lost indeed.
I have my own mind and I will stick to what I believe. I have a very few select friends who I see rarely but they have never messed me around. I’m tired of being labelled and expected to be a certain way just because of my age, but I think, in some respects, I’ve matured quite quickly.
I never want to be seen as some slapper that goes out parading myself for that reassurance from a man. It just goes to show how insecure a person is and how they are choosing the wrong type of man. Obviously, in life, there are some people that are quite happy to go about like that and good luck to them! Yet this goes out to all the women, and men, who value themselves higher than to degrade themselves for the benefit of the opposite sex. I salute you! I’d rather die knowing I’ve valued myself and my life and not ended up with a reputation which most, my age seem to be getting.
I’m a nice girl with a good heart and I’ve been given the chance to spend my life with a man who loves me, for who I am. He has the same outlook as me and is aware of real beauty not artificial, high maintenance looks. What more could I really want?
Yawn
I am tired.
Not a little bit.
Not slightly.
Epically.
The thought of going in to work tomorrow is something I am not looking forward to considering I will be up all night til 4am waiting for the fella to finish work :/ not happy, however, he pays my fuel costs so I shouldn't complain.
So usually, I wouldn't mind sitting here all night writing and chatting to people but today I have about as much enthusiasm to do that as a lamb to the slaughter. I can't even think of anything entertaining to say...granted that doesn't make that much of a change. haha.
I want money. Lots of money. Just like everyone else on this planet but to be quite honest I think I deserve a bit of luck. Just something to tidy me over, sort me out. That's all I ask, rather than having to drive my car on the red the whole time. Gets me down sometimes. Ah well I've been poor now for years, no point moaning about it now.
So I've been looking for a job....still...nothing.
I'm thinking I may have to go down the caring route-(Shoot me now!) Just to bring in some monies. Even if it's only part time. Gets me out. Gets me earning and I guess it shows other employers that I have taken up work despite the lack of it. A bit of initiative. I didn't just sit about I got a new job quickly even though it isn't something I want to do. People skills. Yeh, that's what people want. Apparently. HA. Yeah explain this to me.... 'Experience preferred', commonly found on job adverts yet how are we meant to get experience if we aren't given the opportunity to do the job? Ermmm go figure.
FOOLS THE LOT OF THEM!!!
I need a drink. I feel sick.
Yes, you'd be right in assuming this evening is going so well for me so far.
Love and hugs,
Case
Not a little bit.
Not slightly.
Epically.
The thought of going in to work tomorrow is something I am not looking forward to considering I will be up all night til 4am waiting for the fella to finish work :/ not happy, however, he pays my fuel costs so I shouldn't complain.
So usually, I wouldn't mind sitting here all night writing and chatting to people but today I have about as much enthusiasm to do that as a lamb to the slaughter. I can't even think of anything entertaining to say...granted that doesn't make that much of a change. haha.
I want money. Lots of money. Just like everyone else on this planet but to be quite honest I think I deserve a bit of luck. Just something to tidy me over, sort me out. That's all I ask, rather than having to drive my car on the red the whole time. Gets me down sometimes. Ah well I've been poor now for years, no point moaning about it now.
So I've been looking for a job....still...nothing.
I'm thinking I may have to go down the caring route-(Shoot me now!) Just to bring in some monies. Even if it's only part time. Gets me out. Gets me earning and I guess it shows other employers that I have taken up work despite the lack of it. A bit of initiative. I didn't just sit about I got a new job quickly even though it isn't something I want to do. People skills. Yeh, that's what people want. Apparently. HA. Yeah explain this to me.... 'Experience preferred', commonly found on job adverts yet how are we meant to get experience if we aren't given the opportunity to do the job? Ermmm go figure.
FOOLS THE LOT OF THEM!!!
I need a drink. I feel sick.
Yes, you'd be right in assuming this evening is going so well for me so far.
Love and hugs,
Case
Friday, 8 April 2011
Gooood marning!
First off, I hate blogging whilst using my phone-too slow and annoying haha.
Anyway, Gooood marning!
I wanna try wing walking! I'm watching daybreak and Christine blakely doing it-looks awesome.
So finally Friday, not that it makes much difference to me! Work tomorrow and Sunday which will be nice although the weather is going to be amazing :/ ah well I'm getting to enjoy it today!
This is a crap blog, I apologise. I'll sort it out for later!
Love and hugs,
Case
Anyway, Gooood marning!
I wanna try wing walking! I'm watching daybreak and Christine blakely doing it-looks awesome.
So finally Friday, not that it makes much difference to me! Work tomorrow and Sunday which will be nice although the weather is going to be amazing :/ ah well I'm getting to enjoy it today!
This is a crap blog, I apologise. I'll sort it out for later!
Love and hugs,
Case
Thursday, 7 April 2011
Kylie
It has come to my attention that I have a HUGE obsession with Kylie. Currently dancing around the living room to her is now distracting me from the task in hand...rambling on in a blog no one cares about. Yessir my life has hit an all time low. Haha. Although Deadmau5 has come on my Ipod so I'm a happy bunny.
The sun is out again and it's a gorgeous day. I decided on big hair today so I look like a cross between someone who has been dragged through a hedge backwards and an afro loving queen. It's exceptional. Although the wind ruins it and makes me look as though I'm a mad professor, but hey, what can you do?
I was reading a friend's blog earlier and I was like WTF! I can't believe good people get screwed over so much. Granted, without sounding my own trumpet, I am a good person and I've been screwed over. Maybe we are just too nice? Yet if we stand up for ourselves or act slightly more selfishly people think we are arses. You just can't damn well win! Ah well, what I'd say is be who you want to be and fuck everyone else. I've managed to cut out all the dregs/friends who were bringing me down and yeah I may not be inundated with invites out and stuff to do but atleast I'm happy. I'm no longer being messed around by people who only care about themselves and sod to anyone else's feelings. I don't need that and anyway I've become a better person from it.
I've been on quite a mission this last hour...trying to get InlineMedia's friends up on Twitter. Proving harder than expected! Oh well, keep battling on I guess, gotta earn my keep somehow.
Anyway, I'm boring.
Love and hugs,
Case
Wednesday, 6 April 2011
Walking
I am a self confessed country bumpkin and I love it!
Going for a walk earlier in this gorgeous weather was amazing. I went to Abbotts Wood which is one of my favourite places in the world. It was so peaceful and I ended up wandering off the path making my own way through the trees hearing all the birds singing. I came to the lake and sat down and wrote for a while. It was so tranquil it grounded me and reminded me that no matter how tough life gets this is what life is about. I wrote about how women tend to think that they have to dress like little slappers to get noticed...something that really winds me up! But more on that another time. I then wrote a little poem which I haven't done in such a long time! it was nice to reconnect.
I sat by the lake for some time I cannot wait til all the days were like this one, I'll probably end up in those woods the whole time.
I think the highlight of my afternoon was when the ducks came over marking their territory and then one of the ducks sneezed and fell off the log they were perched on! hilarious.
Now time to relax until drama!
Love and hugs,
Case
Going for a walk earlier in this gorgeous weather was amazing. I went to Abbotts Wood which is one of my favourite places in the world. It was so peaceful and I ended up wandering off the path making my own way through the trees hearing all the birds singing. I came to the lake and sat down and wrote for a while. It was so tranquil it grounded me and reminded me that no matter how tough life gets this is what life is about. I wrote about how women tend to think that they have to dress like little slappers to get noticed...something that really winds me up! But more on that another time. I then wrote a little poem which I haven't done in such a long time! it was nice to reconnect.
I sat by the lake for some time I cannot wait til all the days were like this one, I'll probably end up in those woods the whole time.
I think the highlight of my afternoon was when the ducks came over marking their territory and then one of the ducks sneezed and fell off the log they were perched on! hilarious.
Now time to relax until drama!
Love and hugs,
Case
I apologise!
My previous post 'oooh lush' was atrociously written haha! I'm sorry! Pre occupied watching This Morning and the sexy silver fox, Phillip Schofield! Phwoar! :)
Love and hugs,
Case
Love and hugs,
Case
Oooh lush!
Finally the 'Sunshine Coast' is living up to it's name! Such a beautiful morning I'm thinkig a woodland trek this afternoon while the fella is working! Lush :) haha.
Drama rehearsals later tonight! Actually getting in the hall for proper rehearsals as opposed to just reading the script :/ lol what a waste of time! I really really should have a look at the script and try to learn it rather than stuffing it at the back of the sofa pretending it doesn't exist!
I've still not heard from work about extra shifts which is a bit annoying. I need some dollar! Well I need a full time job although I don't think I'd be quite enjoy working on days like this!haha lazy mare!
Someone give me a job :)
Love and hugs,
Case
Drama rehearsals later tonight! Actually getting in the hall for proper rehearsals as opposed to just reading the script :/ lol what a waste of time! I really really should have a look at the script and try to learn it rather than stuffing it at the back of the sofa pretending it doesn't exist!
I've still not heard from work about extra shifts which is a bit annoying. I need some dollar! Well I need a full time job although I don't think I'd be quite enjoy working on days like this!haha lazy mare!
Someone give me a job :)
Love and hugs,
Case
Monday, 4 April 2011
Silly!
So some bad news to start... The fella got a 6month driving ban :/ so that's me driving us both around until October! A little bit annoyed, feel as though I'm being punished more than he is!I'm the one left driving around all the time :/!!!
Anyway so I'm watching tv whilst waiting to go and pick up said fella from work.Case Cabs is officially up and running! Got one born every minute on!ridiculous...sorry but this woman is having no complications, she's got love and support around her and she's having a normal birth. Now I may not of had children myself but I have seen a birth and there is no need for a reaction like that. This programme scares soon to be mums, I swear!
Ah well you need people like that in the world don't you?!haha.
Today has been so beautiful and despite sitting about in the car all day it's been lovely!
Roll on tomorrow!
Love and hugs,
Case
Anyway so I'm watching tv whilst waiting to go and pick up said fella from work.Case Cabs is officially up and running! Got one born every minute on!ridiculous...sorry but this woman is having no complications, she's got love and support around her and she's having a normal birth. Now I may not of had children myself but I have seen a birth and there is no need for a reaction like that. This programme scares soon to be mums, I swear!
Ah well you need people like that in the world don't you?!haha.
Today has been so beautiful and despite sitting about in the car all day it's been lovely!
Roll on tomorrow!
Love and hugs,
Case
Saturday, 2 April 2011
Gavin and Stacey!
I am in love
Gavin and Stacey will always be in my heart! Cannot get enough! I am currently watching through the first series...again...I used to watch the box sets religiously lol and I have now renewed my obsession whilst tweeting brilliant lines!
Gotta love uncle bryn,Dawn and pete and without doubt...smithy!absolutely priceless :)
'oh excuse me if I've forgotten what romance is you pathetic lump of shit!'
What a line!
Love and hugs,
Case
Eeeeeeeee!
So today I started my new job at Wallis!OMG I'm in love!It has got to be one of the most enjoyable days I've had at work in a long time!For once I'm not dreading gouge back one bit infact I want to be there more often haha!For me that is impressive lol
So after being told how impressed everyone was me I have upped my hours as much as I can by volunteering for all different shifts!haha even in other stores.hmm keen springs to mind
Apologies for a short lived and slightly dull blog but I've had four hours sleep and it's time for my nap hehe!
Love and hugs,
Case
So after being told how impressed everyone was me I have upped my hours as much as I can by volunteering for all different shifts!haha even in other stores.hmm keen springs to mind
Apologies for a short lived and slightly dull blog but I've had four hours sleep and it's time for my nap hehe!
Love and hugs,
Case
Boredom strikes again
I actually have nothing of value to say. This is standard in my life right now. I sit at home watching TV tearing apart perfectly good adverts pointing out how crap they are. They need to employ me, I can tell them everything that is wrong. Within seconds. Sarcasm wins every time.
Snail hopping has apparently become one of my favourite past times. Being out in the countryside in the most pathetic amount of light, leaping across the patio trying to avoid the slimey bastards is hilarious...whilst wearing 'the mother ship's' slippers...(if you aren't going to feed me woman you will face the consequence-and joy- of dead snails on your shoes.) HA and this is why they threw me out...haha joking...
This Twitter obsession I have is actually becoming an issue now haha. I can't stop. Nobody actually gives a crap but I'm going to damn well tell them anyway... :]
Love and hugs,
Case
Snail hopping has apparently become one of my favourite past times. Being out in the countryside in the most pathetic amount of light, leaping across the patio trying to avoid the slimey bastards is hilarious...whilst wearing 'the mother ship's' slippers...(if you aren't going to feed me woman you will face the consequence-and joy- of dead snails on your shoes.) HA and this is why they threw me out...haha joking...
This Twitter obsession I have is actually becoming an issue now haha. I can't stop. Nobody actually gives a crap but I'm going to damn well tell them anyway... :]
Love and hugs,
Case
In the mood
Yet again it's stupid o'clock in the morning and I am sitting here writing this whilst bombarding twitter with my stupid and bizarre thoughts that I tend to spout at this time of day. I find I'm more creative and inspired in the early hours but seriously, I need to sleep. By the time I get home tonight it'll be about 4am. I have to be up again at 9am to start my NEW job LOL. epic. Going to be rather interesting but should be an easy day. Four hours of standing around asking people if they'd like any help can't be that hard....can it? Well that's assuming that that is what's going to happen, for all I know I could be thrown in the deep end dealing with accounts and orders haha.... I thoroughly doubt that :] Thank you!
So, being the new social networking guru it has taken me all day to sort out my phone so it'll allow me to PING! and saving me time and effort. It cost me £1.20 but it is done and I can now update my fella's media company sites with one simple motion as opposed to sitting there fighting with twitter to let me update in 140 characters. That is a difficult task considering most of the information I need to give out is a lot more than that!Ah well, us Guru's have to start from somewhere eh?
Anyway back to Twitter I go. I am feeling lost since I've been away from it these last five minutes...yes I'm pathetic and have an obsession...what you gonna do?!
Poor grammar is apparently the way forward with me this evening so why break a trend,
Oh that felt weird! haha
Love and hugs,
Case
So, being the new social networking guru it has taken me all day to sort out my phone so it'll allow me to PING! and saving me time and effort. It cost me £1.20 but it is done and I can now update my fella's media company sites with one simple motion as opposed to sitting there fighting with twitter to let me update in 140 characters. That is a difficult task considering most of the information I need to give out is a lot more than that!Ah well, us Guru's have to start from somewhere eh?
Anyway back to Twitter I go. I am feeling lost since I've been away from it these last five minutes...yes I'm pathetic and have an obsession...what you gonna do?!
Poor grammar is apparently the way forward with me this evening so why break a trend,
Oh that felt weird! haha
Love and hugs,
Case
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